So Blessed

I feel so blessed right now.

 

I am facing the decision of my life right now. And I am so thankful to have my OA family right there to lean on. God really blessed me when I found OA.

 

And it's not just the OA people that I'm thankful for. OA is teaching me how to be a friend, how to be open to people -- really open. Not just craving their approval or anticipating their rejection and judgement, which is what I used to do. And let me share with you that I do still do that, but I do it less and when it happens, it's less obsessive.

 

So it's easier for me to just be casual with people and that is one of the biggest gifts I could ever ask for. : )