Thursday, August 25, 2005

Last Night Wasn't Too Hot

BF actually put his hands on me. He was holding me in place because I wanted to walk away. He was absolutely hysterical. And though it calmed down toward the end of the night, this is becoming a worrisome pattern. I love him so much, but where do I draw the line? I don't think he will ever hit me, but he did really have me thinking I was crazy and that I couldn't make decisions. Isn't that one of the signs of an abuser?

And he's still trying to lean on me about this. Even this morning, he is still insisting that keeping Phrecklette will hurt me and hurt her. That the environment in my home is unhealthy for both of us…and with him in the mix, he's right. How do I extricate myself from having him around so much?

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