Soooooo....wuz going onnnnnn???

Let's see, I have many little things spinning 'round in my life...
- bankruptcy
- goals
- ward
- boyfriend (sorta)
- wacked-out family problems
- bills
- job
- Mary Kay

I think what I hate the most about having gained some weight -- more than my clothes not fitting, more than losing my looks...is listening to my damn thighs rubbing together when I walk. And you know what is just horrible about that...I sit there and think that other people can hear too...even though I'm pretty sure that either A) they can't hear it, or B) they wouldn't know what they were hearing if they could hear it, or C) they are not listening for something as trivial as the fat secretary's damn thighs rubbing together as she walks.